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[24 Aug 2004|01:14am] |
These are your good years
don't take my advice
you never wanted the nice boys anyway
and I'm of good cheer
cause I've been checking my list
the gifts you're receiving from me
will be
one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive
don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, I could care less
happy new years baby
you owe me
the best gift I will ever ask for
don't call me up, when the snow comes down
its the only thing I want this year
one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive
don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, I could care less
don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree (don't come home for Christmas)
merry Christmas, I could care less
don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree (don't come home for Christmas)
merry Christmas, I could care less
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[24 Aug 2004|01:13am] |
light that smoke for giving up on me
and one just cause they'll kill you sooner than my expectations
to my favorite liar, to my favorite scar:
'i could have died with you'
i hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle-i confess
now ask yourself out on the insides, when i say i loved you i swear i lied
let's play this game called 'when you catch fire'
i wouldnt piss to put you out
stop burning bridges and drive off of them
so i can forget about you
so bury me in memory
his smile's your rope
wrap it tight around your throat
on the drive home
joke about the kid you used to see
and his jealousy
breaking hearts has never looked so cool
as when you wrap your car around a tree
your makeup looks great next to his teeth
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[20 Jun 2004|12:53pm] |
What's your car doing outside his house?
it's 3 o'clock in the morning
When you left me you promised there was no one else
At least that was your story
Well ok, I know I'm not perfect
but what makes him so fucking cool?
He's just another little punk like the rest of them
The kid's just another tool
I guess he's perfect for you.....
Why are you two alone at his house?
you told me people would be over
Then you lie right to my face
you try to tell me you didn't drive over
Well ok, I know that you're lying
I saw your car with my very own eyes
Why would you lie about something so stupid?
unless you've got something to hide
I think you do
I guess he's perfect for you
Don't try to explain, don't try to deny it
I don't wanna hear anymore of your lying
I can see the way you talk to him
and that's enough to make me hate the kid
So when you find out that he's a dick don't come crawling back
Why are you always over at his house?
what the hell do you do there?
You're tellin' me that you don't mess around
and I'm telling you that I really don't care
Well ok, go have your fun
go out with Penny if it's what you gotta do
But if you tell him that you love him
Make sure he knows that you told me that too
Yeah, you told me that too
I guess he's perfect for you
Thought I was perfect for you
I guess he's perfect for you
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[09 Jun 2004|11:31pm] |
Let's get drunk, you can drive us to the harbor
Wish upon a star, but do you know what stars are?
Balls of fire burning up the black space
Falling from the landscape
Exploding in the Face of God
Let's get crazy, talk about our big plans
Places that you're going, places that I haven't been
Build my walls up, concrete castle
Keep this kingdom free of hassles
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
But I hear sound echo in the emptiness all around
What you can't change is loneliness
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone
Tell me that you’re alone, tell me on the telephone
Feel your heart, it breaks within your chest now
Try to get some rest now
Sleep’s not coming easy for a while, child
Child, yeah
But I hear sound echo in the emptiness all around
What you can't change is loneliness
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
Down, down, down, down
But I hear sound echo in the emptiness all around
What you can't change is loneliness
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
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[07 Jun 2004|01:36pm] |
What's your car doing outside his house?
it's 3 o'clock in the morning
When you left me you promised there was no one else
At least that was your story
Well ok, I know I'm not perfect
but what makes him so fucking cool?
He's just another little punk like the rest of them
The kid's just another tool
I guess he's perfect for you.....
Why are you two alone at his house?
you told me people would be over
Then you lie right to my face
you try to tell me you didn't drive over
Well ok, I know that you're lying
I saw your car with my very own eyes
Why would you lie about something so stupid?
unless you've got something to hide
I think you do
I guess he's perfect for you
Don't try to explain, don't try to deny it
I don't wanna hear anymore of your lying
I can see the way you talk to him
and that's enough to make me hate the kid
So when you find out that he's a dick don't come crawling back
Why are you always over at his house?
what the hell do you do there?
You're tellin' me that you don't mess around
and I'm telling you that I really don't care
Well ok, go have your fun
go out with Penny if it's what you gotta do
But if you tell him that you love him
Make sure he knows that you told me that too
Yeah, you told me that too
I guess he's perfect for you
Thought I was perfect for you
I guess he's perfect for you
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[07 Jun 2004|01:25am] |
we swore it'd be years before we brought that on again
days later you said that we should be more than just friends
i let my guard down cuz the feelings were so strong
but acted stupid and thats when he came along
its been so long, i should just move on
there's other fish in the sea
but i keep hoping you'll swim back home to me
we'd sneak out and go swimming late at night
you're one of few who can say they've seen me cry
you've got my quirkiness and awkward sense of humor
we shared simpson quotes and started made up rumors
if night turned into day you'd hide me from your mom
i could never fight with you cuz you were never wrong
this time especially the blame is all on me
if i'd not screwed things up i wonder where we'd be
it's been so long, i should just move on
there's other fish in the sea
but i keep hoping you'll swim back home to me
one day for no reason
i broke our date
so you made other plans that day
and that's when you met him
and why you're still with him today
it's been so long, i should just move on
there's other fish in the sea
but i keep hoping you'll swim back home to-
i'm just glad i got a chance to know you
you'll forever be the one that got away
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| New song from Dashboard, just watched the new spiderman 2 video on MTV. |
[03 Jun 2004|02:21pm] |
Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am...
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated
So motivated, I am certain now
That I am..
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So tired, of the corners of your lips
Bite them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I begin to deep now
to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
Like hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
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| I've been thinking.... And the song of the day is... |
[03 Jun 2004|01:07pm] |
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It's everything that I can do right now
To not think about you moving further off with every passing second
And every night of this lonely summertime
I feel you missing from my heart, a part was kidnapped from my soul
Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes
And a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will
The night is aging as the sun warms your face
Won't you turn around and stay for good, the air is getting much too cold
I am nervous and anxious, it really counts this time
And you know all my favorite singers have stolen all of my best lines
Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes
And a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will
Someday I'll burn this bed
Only two feet wide, but where I'll hide for the next 17 days
I will ask myself, "How badly do I want this?"
I really want this
Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes
And a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will
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[27 May 2004|10:39pm] |
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If there is one person you can’t stop thinking about, post this exact sentence in your live journal.
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[09 May 2004|09:12pm] |
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Still thinking about moving away, seem to have a lot of people telling me to wait. Then there are those who say they wanna move away too, but I know that they'd never act on it. I hope I can save up enough money to get away, otherwise it's gonna make it that much harder for me. I look at it this way, if I can get a good friend to go with me it will give me someone I know. I will be a lot happier knowing I'm not doing this alone and have the support of another. If I go alone I will basically be spending most of my days working at some full time job I don't care doing what. I will save up all my money that I can, besides paying rent and what not. Until I can afford to take some classes and still have enough time to work and what not. This will take some time to get on my feet, could possibly take a couple years. Who knows, but this is something that's been interesting me the last couple months. It's probably the biggest challenge I will have faced so far in my life and it sounds exciting. People ask do you really think you could leave it all behind. Sure I'd miss it now and then, but being on your own in a place you've never been will surely keep me busy.
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